sleepless fury

january the 22nd

What can be done? I feel so sad, so alone, so left out - and I don't know what to do about it, or what to even think. I try my best, and people praise, but I deny it. I won't accept it. I need to do better. I need to shroud away. I need to be alone. But why, why, why must I embrace what may eventually kill me to feel satisfied? Perhaps I'll never know. Lord, help me.

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